#obligatory drop everything and read mindmeld fic #because jim just got the emotional whiplash of literally decades #worth of the relationship he and spock were supposed to have and didn’t have and had already had #where thirty seconds ago he didn’t even know this dude who got him put on probation and thrown off of a moving starship #even had emotions #lOOK AT HIS FACE I THINK IT’S AN UNDERSTANDABLE FACE #god #stxi #the blogger reverts to old fandoms at the slightest provocation